ARGH!
Happiness, Sadness, Happiness, Sadness......
Switching, turning craaazy ARGH!!
Ok. I haven't posted for AGES... there's like heaps of stuff that happened. Like me going to Ilot Maitre with ma classe and getting sunburned and being random with Mike. But also sad stuff like the last day of school.
Clearing out my locker, giving back the books. Saying goodbye, interviewing random people...
Interviewing random people?!?! Okay... but it's true I went around Interviewing people. OMG!
Anyway, it was so sad I nearly cried. After school we went to the "Jardin botanique" first. Where I was walking around with a Santa Clause hat. Later on we went to the beach. I wanted to be close to him. But he was with his friends and stuff. That day was the last time I would see him. It was pretty sad and when everyone was in the water i even shed a few tears, but shush!
In the park we saw Ikai with his girlfriend...they were making out! So wrong! But I talked to Ikai that day. He was really nice. He asked me where I'm going and stuff and if I would go with Jules. And he asked wether Mike and Hugo were going out. Hehe. Yeah, so I met Jules at the beach and Edouard offered me beer. And this other strange kid offered me a cigarette. Hello?! So as I said, when everyone was in the water and nobody was looking I put on my sunglasses, listened to music and cried a little.
I feel really maped right now. I'm losing him. But I've kinda developped a crush on somebody else. I'm totally torn apart inside. And also so sad to leave my class. But I've got some good news aswell. In January I might be going to Germany for a few weeks. If I do I'll try to make out with "Computer" .... hehe
So, yeah that is all ...despite my semi-happy blog entry I'm really depressed and sad..
CHOCOLATE ;;
10:26 PM <3